This morning, i rode like my life depended on it. Or the end of my life. And i wasn't afraid. I was extremely distracted. My mind wasn't with me. I wanted to hit a moving vehicle today. Hit a bus maybe, and fall and die, because i felt trapped. I felt like i was being taken for a ride. I have no idea how i made it to work.
I want to break free. I want to laugh again and be happy. I want to stop feeling this pathetic all the time, this listless and this unaware of things. I want it to stop hurting. I really, really, really want it to stop hurting.
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