How? How can i be fascinated by a person one minute and completely bored out of my wits with him the next?
How can i find the anonymity of the Web more interesting than the concreteness of meeting one face-to-face?
How can i be completely excited about having my first date - a blind one, that too - in 25 years, and then be so guilty and turned-off after it?
How can i claim that i'm over BE, when i only fall in love all over again with him when i meet him?
How can i crib that i want to find lasting love, a man for whom i'm the one rather than the second-best, and a marriage that will be fun, stimulating, invigorating and good for me, and still freak the hell out when men start taking interest in me, and curse them saying i love staying single?
How can i be so clear about what i want and still so confused about how i should find it?
Damn. I'm totally messed up in my head.
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