It's been running through my head for a couple of months now. And really, i can't put my finger on what made me change my mind, but change it they did.
I spoke to several people about it, had conversations with those leading happy lives and those leading normal ones, got completely confused and mind effed, dillydallied, freaked out, consulted, did everything i possibly could.
My biggest fear was that once i opened up my mind to it and the words were out of my mouth, there was no going back.
So over dinner on the night of the 25th, as we all watched TV, i told my parents that i had decided.
Decided to get married.
My biggest sadness is that i won't have my love story. The one i wanted to have with every man i dated for however long, of which just two came really close to being told about to my parents. My biggest sadness is that i have to let go of the excitement of walking up to my parents and telling them, "Here's the guy i want to marry."
But i guess that's not how it's supposed to be with me. So i'll live with it.
So yes, that's that. Fingers crossed, waiting to see where this decision will take me.
5 comments:
maybe when youre out looking for mr right, you will end up finding that love story, and the man you will introduce to your folks!
Hey Haathi,
Yes, maybe. :)
How've you been? I still need to send you the bookshelf design, just haven't got to drawing it out.
hmmm...
iv been good :P
no rush with the bookshelf design..whenever you have the time and inclination. its taken me months of trying to find the perfect thing in goa that waiting is really not an issue.. lol.. jokes aside, im nto in a tearing hurry :)
Awesome. I'm hoping to experience the lazy side of Goa this long weekend. Looking forward to letting my hair down. :)
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